Saturday, March 2, 2019

Sad to say goodbye

March 4, 2019

I was at Concord Hospital this week to see Dr Phillip Beale, I had some uterine tests done recently and to check for thickening in the Uterine wall. While there was some it was within normal range.
I met with the intern first and we went over a few things from history. She loved my tattooed sleeve.
I showed her my real tattoo.She liked them as well. I've been advised by them to begin weening off the Catapress since I've been off Tamoxifen now for a few weeks. I took Tamoxifen for 10 years and Catapress for 7 years. I find since I've been off the Tamoxifen I am a bit more emotional. Hopefully with time I will begin to feel much better. I've been told that the symptoms from the Tamoxifen may not change at all. Which is a bit disheartening, I'd love to get my memory and brain cells in general back. My vision and my joints have suffered as well. So as I hugged Dr Beale good bye he said you have so much to be thankful for and a bright future, if your back this way please stop in and see us here. The tears ran freely down my cheeks, its scarry to be let go, but i'm ready to move on start this next chapter of my life, yes the 10 years have been long and hard, the last 2 years have been harder making the decision to leave my husband in Dec 2017.

On now to better things, I have the rest of my life ahead of me. I'm looking forward to regaining my independence after my divorce and settlement are done. I plan on spending the summer at the trailer and then by fall get a nice 2 bedroom apartment.  A new vehicle once I get home is on the cards as well.
I'll plan over the summer where I want to live and and start buying the things I'll need. Since I am starting from scratch again, I'll try to get a few bargains and even look on the free sights. My daughter will help out as well, I know she has some pots and pans. So cheers to me,, 




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