Sunday, March 10, 2019

Healing

March 11,2019

I went to see an Orthopedic Specialist named Dr Babba in Parramatta, I had new xrays of my fractured elbow last week as its catching when I open it, he feels its a tare in the cartilage and its getting caught where the broken piece hasn't healed yet, so for now its a watch and see. I'll try to see him before I leave for Canada next month. If its not healing I'll have to have the piece of cartilage removed surgically. So all in all not bad news.

My friend Michelle is back home, we have chatted a few times, he has been offered a job in Lebanon, he has till end of April to decide what he wants to do, I know what I would like him to do. Our friendship means allot to me, he has done so much for me as far as healing my self esteem. I've asked him to take me to a wedding in May, fingers are crossed.  Our plan is to get together over the summer if he is still here. A girl can hope.

I am hoping my ex takes the deal we offered last week, I have my doubts but again a girl can hope, It would really help me heal and start my knew life maybe even go home early. I've been feeling home sick and find myself getting teary at times thinking of the last couple of years, I need to let this all go.
Move on, make new friends, get out and enjoy life. Purchase lots of nice things for my new apartment.
Become independent again, maybe even go on a date, I plan on going to more meet ups, try and avoid the dating website, they aren't very trustworthy. I want to spread my wings and fly.





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