Free, what does that word mean.
This is what the dictionary says :
1.
able to act or be done
as one wishes; not under the control of another.
"I have no
ambitions other than to have a happy life and be free"
1. 2.not or no longer
confined or imprisoned.
"the researchers
set the birds free"
synonyms:
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on the loose, at
liberty, at large;
loose, unconfined, unbound, untied, unchained, untethered, unshackled, unfettered, unrestrained, unsecured
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The second tattoo I got means New Beginnings
For me, really, new beginnings happen every second. Every day is a new beginning, as is every hour. Something is always being born — changing — passing — and renewing. That’s how life flows — not quite in a linear stream, but in fractals and holograms. We move and have our being within these dimensions, and this year we are learning how to master our dimensions of time and space and allow them to flow without hindrance.
So both of these speak volumes to me,, I want nothing more to be free of the past years with a man who didn't know how to love or love anyone but himself, my new beginning is to accept my body for what it is and find a love with in myself to be able to allow someone new in, I'm in no hurry as I was just saying to a friend, I feel sad today and I don't really know why, possibly for the loss of my ex mother in law who passed away yesterday, or possibly for knowing I am going home soon and not knowing where to rebuild my life or just how hard it is going to be to restart again from nothing. I know I can do it, I just have to remember to allow others who want to help me, and let them. That's probably one of the hardest things to do.
So for now I shall pray and as they say let go and let god.